I have struggled to accept the truth these past few months; that my 15 year marriage was over.
But by finalizing my divorce, I am clearing the way for God to work in my life. I believe He has a match for me. A man that will love me in a way that is described in Song of Solomon. If I am honest, my husband never loved me the way love is described in that biblical chapter.
I know that I cannot rush God. Perhaps He will have me wait years before I meet my true love, perhaps it will be next week. When I meet him though, I know it will feel right.
Most merciful Father, I regret the mistakes I have made in the past, but am so grateful that you sent Your Son to be my Savior and Redeemer. Thank you for a second chance at finding true love.
I know that somewhere in this world is a man whom You have chosen for me. Someone who will be my partner, soulmate, friend, confidant, and perfect lover. This man will love me, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her. He will love me as he loves his own body. I will respect and trust him enough to submit myself to him, as unto the Lord.
Please help me to resist temptation, so that I will be able to listen to Your still small voice and not be distracted by lust when it is not love.
In Jesus name I pray,