Do you have a relationship with God? If you are in pain and suffering, God may not take the trouble away, but he will hold you while you are hurting. He will carry you when you cannot walk. He will share the burden, so the load is not so heavy. He will give you energy to get through the day.
Are you ready to surrender your hurt? Are you ready to release your pain? I promise you will feel better if you do.
If you want to feel better right now, say this prayer with me.
Dear God, I have been trying to figure this life out on my own. It hurts too much. Please reveal yourself to me. I surrender my life to you. I acknowledge that I am a sinner. I have made many mistakes. I am told that you sent your son, Jesus to die on the cross, to take away my sins. I am not sure if I understand that, but I will take a leap of faith. I accept Jesus as my personal savior and ask Your Holy Spirit to come into my heart and be my guide.
Though your son, I pray.